take my dreams
I wanna set the world on fire
Until it’s burning bright for You
It’s everything that I desire
Can I be the one You use?
I, I am small but
You, You are big enough
I, I am weak but
You, You are strong enough to
Take my dreams
Come and give them wings
Lord, with You
There’s nothing I cannot do
I wanna feed the hungry children
And reach across the farthest land
And tell the broken there is healing
And mercy in the Father’s hand
My hands, my feet
My everything
My life, my love
Lord, use me (lyrics)
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I don’t know what’s ahead. But I’m tired of being held back by my own fears. What does it mean? Again, I just don’t know. The possibilities are endless… I can’t wait to see what’s next!
It’s been a bit of a crazy few weeks here at school. Just one thing after another. Do you ever have those times of heightened self-awareness, when you feel like you’re learning new things about yourself, and just your own becoming, moment by moment? It’s the whole growing up thing, I think.
I’m going to read Taking Flight by Elisabeth Elliot soon. I got it for my high school graduation, started to read it, then realized it was more apropos for college graduation. So I’ve been waiting to read it for almost four years. I can’t believe that time is almost over. I truly can’t.
On that note, it’s time for bed.
“For the love of Christ controls us, because we have concluded this: that one died for all, therefore all have died; and He died for all, that those who live might no longer live for themselves but for Him who for their sake died and was raised.” (2 Cor. 5:14-15)
Filed under: Career/Education, My Life, Personal Reflection, Struggles on January 27th, 2008

I’m currently having one of those times of “heightened self-awareness”. Its so stressful. Thanks for the post. You encourage me.
thats a great verse. i guess im going through that whole “self-awareness” and “growing up” thing too. im no longer a boy but not yet a man. im some type of deformed monstrosity lol. grace and peace.
I love Taking Flight. Elliot really hits the mark on so many topics. It is so encouraging. I know what you mean about certain seasons being so filled with learning. They are amazing. Hope it continues for you.
I just wanted to let you know that even through all the crazy stuff we have been through, I love you!
It is no longer I, but Christ lives in me.
…Christ, who is my life…
Paul uses these radical phrases because he understood that nothing mattered but Christ.
To live this way seems counter to all that the current self-help gurus tell us. They encourage a heightened self-awareness, but it’s all self-centered. They don’t understand that to find one’s life, you lose it–you give it away to the One who bought it.
It’s big stuff and should drive every decision, not only when heading out into the world after college, but every day, all our lives.
Very inspiring to walk with you down Hope Road.
I look forward to reading about just where the Lord leads you.